ryaninvegas

08 April 2008 @ 07:40 pm

I went to Tennessee with Hayley.
It was amazing.
I missed Aurora though after a day or two letting Hayley's mom babysit.
I'm such a daddy.

I learned a lot about Hayley.
I even got a cowboy hat and played a show.
Fun.

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30 March 2008 @ 07:29 pm

SCS:

Aurora's hit the six month mark.
Beautiful baby that she is I just adore her.

Hayley and I have gotten closer. It's fantastic.

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07 March 2008 @ 10:40 pm

SCS: Life

So I've been writing.
Hayley and I have been trying to get my old house.
I really want it.
I can just imagine giving that horrible place a beautiful meaning.

Oh and I've been writing

( Behind the Sea )

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02 March 2008 @ 03:23 am

SCS: Aurora

World meet Aurora Riley Ross.

Isn't she beautiful?

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18 February 2008 @ 09:36 pm

SCS: My baby

Hayley and I are having a baby.
I really can't believe it.

It makes me so unbelievably happy
and yet so scared all at the same time.

She's going to be a fantastic mother.
I know that nothing is going to stop us once our child is born.

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea out in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his light
In the middle of summer

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer
All was golden when the day met the night

So he said, "Would it be all right
If we just sat and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?"

So she said, "That's okay
As long as you can make a promise
Not to break my little heart
Or leave me all alone in the summer."

He was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

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18 February 2008 @ 09:34 pm

LMP: Want

I want to have a baby.
More than anything.
Brendon took me to a doctor and I am capable.
They both want the baby to be theirs.

Brendon says that I need to wait until his baby is born.
But sometimes I really don't know if I can.
I think I want to be a parent
because it's something I can control.
I can't control their feelings for me,
but the need to be a parent is stronger
than it was when I first met Brendon.

Brendon is moving so slow it kills me sometimes.
And I just want to love him.

It hurts.

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08 February 2008 @ 11:23 pm

LMP: Who's Selfish and Who's Sorry

I know I'm so fucking selfish..
they're having a kid.
They're so in love.

I want both of them.

I want him to make me feel safe and loved. I love the way it feels when he just holds me. I think it's just about the most adored I ever felt in my whole entire life. I look back to the first time I let him have me as his, and it seems so long ago. He promised Brendon he wouldn't do it again and he has kept that promise. I am literally existing for the day that it'll be repeated.

And I want the other him the one who I love so much. Sometimes I wish that his child was ours. Sometimes I wish that he would just give me the chance.

Sometimes I feel like a third wheel and just...
I feel like that third wheel's gonna break off.

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24 January 2008 @ 12:15 am

SCS: It happens

Hayley.

She's something else.

She's pushed past walls without even trying.

She's completely melted into me.

I just never needed someone like this.

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21 January 2008 @ 03:52 pm

OOC NOTE:

Need lines

LMP : - Ryan is the property of Dero Goi but the slave nature of their relationship has started to disappear since he has fallen for both Dero and Brendon.
- Need any type of lines and interaction

Sin City: - Ryan has only met fellow prostitute Hayley.
He needs a lot more lines, including clients and such

xshadowxdodgerx

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16 January 2008 @ 10:21 pm

LMP: Torn

This life, it's very confusing to me. It seems that I am falling for the man who bought me, but I am denying it with every bit of myself, because of Brendon. Brendon loves him and he loves Brendon. I am nothing but a complication. ~~A complication who may also have feelings for Brendon.~~ It's so confusing. They're such a good pair, yet so weird, and I'm just another messed up part of this.

And to top it all off, he...I mean, Dero Goi, the man who bought me, has cancer.

When I first was brought here I felt useless. Like I didn't have a purpose. Now I find out he brought me to take care of Brendon.

I'm gonna keep after them both.

~~this is not what I expected.~~

I expected to be a slave, not fall for anyone. Especially not two someones.

- RR

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14 January 2008 @ 06:56 pm

LMP: Master

I was bought the other day. He's a very good Master, and I am trying my hardest to curb the old ways. It's funny how different the submission I did before is to the reality of what I am doing now. I never imagined such a thing would happen. It is very odd. I like him though. He has promised not to bring harm to me, and he is a very good man.

I guess that's all I can say.

-RR

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13 January 2008 @ 07:42 pm

LMP: Confusion

I thought I'd experienced everything, on the streets of Las Vegas. I was cold and numb, and I really didn't have a whole lot of emotions, but now that I got captured. It seems like everything is so emotional, such an issue. I've been in the back of the cage for hours. I've seen a few, but nobody. I almost wish that someone would just take me. It would be far more like home, to be at the disposal of one, than to be scared and alone, aside from the few others who are far more trained and wouldn't dare say a word. I can only hope...that something comes along.

-Ryan

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13 January 2008 @ 07:35 pm

OOC:

This is my rping journal for two communities

lamortepiccola and

sincity_streets
I decided to make it my journal for both of them because in sincity_streets, Ryan is a Las Vegas prostitute, and in lamortepiccola, Ryan is a Las Vegas prostitute who was captured by a client and put into sexual slavery.

They're kind of related? (or I'm just lazy.)

Haha.

So for storylines from either, please hit me up at xshadowxdodgerx my temporary Ryan Ross AIM.

Oh for all my entries, I'll be labeling them

LMP or SCS.

xshadowxdodgerx

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